Silly Little Flock

In the past 24 hours, my summer job concerns have subsided. In fact, God has blessed me, once again, in this area. However, also in the past 24 hours, I am now faced with a new job dilema.  A few weeks ago, I applied for a 3rd grade teaching position in Dodge City. Clinton and I had decided that if the answer would determine the location of our lives for the next year.  The answer was no, and I thought it was settled.  However, yesterday I got a call from a principle out there for a 1st grade position that I didn't even apply for. He said he'd seen my application in the district, and that I had been recommended, and that he wanted to set up an interview. Wham.

Now what? First let me preface- after subbing for almost 2 years now, primary is NOT my area. But now, I have this opportunity pursuing me! What do I do!?  I find it SO difficult sometimes to discern what I'm supposed to do in serious situations like this! Come on God! Give me a sign! Am I limiting myself and God because first grade is not my "comfort zone," or is there a reason first grade is not my strength-because I don't need to be in it! AHHHHHH! Just when I think we've got it all figured out, my summer off to a good start, my church duities in full swing, and now this... sigh. My brain is on overdrive right now. 

I went to sleep last night, thinking, praying about it. I somehow knew I'd get a talking to in the morning. And this is what He said to me:

First, my one of my scripture readings was on the worry passage in Luke.
Luke 12:29-31
"And do not seek what you will eat, and what you will drink, and do not keep worrying. For all these things the nations of the world eagerly seek; but your Father knows that you need these things. But seek His kingdom, and all these things will be added to you. Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has chosen to gladly give you the kingdom."

And then in Jesus Calling:
"The peace that I give you transcends your intellect. When most of your mental energy goes into efforts to figure things our, you are unable to receive this glorious gift. I look into your mind and see thoughts spinnning round and round: going nowhere, accomplishing nothing. All the while, My Peace hovers over you, searching for a place to land .

And Lastly:
Isaiah 41:13
"For I am the Lord your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you."

I have to smile at the line in Luke "Do not be afraid little flock." I love the visual, and the reminder, that I still a little sheep, always being lead and protected by my shepherd, no need to worry. And then in Jesus Calling, a reminder of His peace. Boy did Sarah Young hit it on the head..my thoughts are spinning but getting me nowhere.  How I need to refocus on God's presence, and let His peace soothe my restless soul. And finally, the last one, the biggie for me.  When I first read it, I felt calm that He would help me figure out what to do. But, as I typed it, I read it differently "Do not fear this opportunity, I will help you."

God is so amazing. I'm so thankful that I know I can turn to His word for guidance and comfort. I still have a lot to think about, and my humaness is still battling within, but this morning I have truths to stand on and to remember. Stepping out in faith can be so scary, but today God reassured me that I have no reason to fear, for He is providing for this sheep, offering it peace, and holding her hand.

If you are facing decisions, difficulties, if you just need some encouragment this morning, then I pray His word would speak to you, and that you too will remember your Shepherds voice.