Not Today, Lord!

I was reminded today of something I read in my devotional a couple days ago.  Excerpt from "Jesus Calling" by Sarah Young. "You can have as much of Me and My Presence as you want, through thousands of correct choices each day." Wow! How often do we miss out? This inspired this little poem.

Not Today, Lord!

I’m told you’re there before I wake,

But I shrug you off, too many decisions to make.

Most mornings we talk, and we read Your word.

But then there are days Lord, where I don’t want to be heard.

On those days Lord, the ugly comes out,

And the me I’ve created, just wants to pout.

I don’t want to be happy, or be nice to them,

And pray for those people? Oh Lord not again!

I cross my arms and my expression will tell,

I’m not in the mood, so back off if you know well!

I know in my heart that my attitude needs some work,

But to humble myself? I’d rather keep being a jerk!

And then of course you do it, in your Almighty way,

You can’t  leave me alone just this one day!

I read in your word that I can’t hide from Your spirit.

No matter what I do I’m always near it!

Well that’s just great, but my hearing is selective,

And I can tune you out, and keep my perspective.

What’s that you say? I’m missing a grand show?

You had blessings, and whispers I needed to know?

I get it now, and I’m sorry for my icky heart,

When I choose to follow my path, I miss the best part.

I can experience Your presence in every part of my day,

But I’m missing opportunities when  I stumble my own way.

Please forgive me, and remind me every time I wake,

That treasure is awaiting me, for the right choices I make.

And in those moments when I act bratty, selfish, and throw a fit, 

May I be humble, raise up my arms, and let You pull me out of my pit!

Psalm 139:7-18   GOOD STUFF- Read It :)!